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Jun. 26th, 2023 09:48 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
agletbabythe first post isn't always the hardest, but it's easy to put it off, so i figured i would break the ice and think, a little, about what i'm doing here.
i resisted dreamwidth for years because the interface is so strange to me (i just caught messageboards, but the most influential internet location of my youth was definitely tumblr) and honestly, i didn't used to think so longform. we're going way back here, but when i first encountered dreamwidth circa 2016 or so, blogging didn't feel like the right medium, because i was much choppier in my thinking. now everything i write/think is longform. much longerform than i want it to be, really. academia kept demanding longer essays of me and i kept rising to the task. i also know more stuff now so i have more to consider.
i've also gotten really into reviewing things in the last couple of years. i have a very active letterboxd, and a sometimes active storygraph. (i always review everything i read, i just don't always review it to a consistent critical standard. the same is true of letterboxd but i use it more and more casually, so things level out.) anyway, the reason i do try and do this is that i've come to really value capturing reflection, and making a note of my reactions and feelings around things in the moment i experience them - i find it helps me place my opinions, so that returning to reviews after time has flattened my thoughts into 'eh' or 'good' or 'horrible!!!!!!!!' helps me round them out again, give reasons for that feeling. all this to say, i see the point of writing stuff down now.
i want this to be casual, because writing is so tricky and time consuming, often, for me. but i also want it to be criticially engaged. the reason for starting today is that danielle (shrimpchipsss... i don't know how to embed names...shrimpchipsss ok nvm i learnt, i'm getting the hang of it) was linking me to some really interesting posts about fandom and how it shifts over place, and none of them were very long but all of them made me go 'oh!'. and partly i figured it would be nice to see those posts, and posts from my friends who are articulate and smart and i like to hear from, without having to rely on other people to deliver them to me. but also, i have thoughts all by myself that make me go 'oh!', and normally they just stay sat until they flake away and i don't remember anymore. hopefully, this will be a place to put them. will try not to limit subject matter, so will probably be a mix of odd fandom thoughts (fandom thoughts post-fandom) and reviews that i don't want to articulate on accounts where irl people follow me, and also i guess reflections on my own engagement with media and art.
life is busy and although i generally try very hard to do what i say, sometimes i can't. so no guarantees. but i made the account, and the first post, and have defined the scope of this thing. that seems like all the help i can give my future self at this point. time will tell if i'm right. sorry to myself if i'm not - i'm sure you'll be looking back on this either way.
oh, and two things occurred to me while i was writing this, for me to check up on. can i bookmark other people's posts? how do tags work? i'm going to ignore them for now.
i resisted dreamwidth for years because the interface is so strange to me (i just caught messageboards, but the most influential internet location of my youth was definitely tumblr) and honestly, i didn't used to think so longform. we're going way back here, but when i first encountered dreamwidth circa 2016 or so, blogging didn't feel like the right medium, because i was much choppier in my thinking. now everything i write/think is longform. much longerform than i want it to be, really. academia kept demanding longer essays of me and i kept rising to the task. i also know more stuff now so i have more to consider.
i've also gotten really into reviewing things in the last couple of years. i have a very active letterboxd, and a sometimes active storygraph. (i always review everything i read, i just don't always review it to a consistent critical standard. the same is true of letterboxd but i use it more and more casually, so things level out.) anyway, the reason i do try and do this is that i've come to really value capturing reflection, and making a note of my reactions and feelings around things in the moment i experience them - i find it helps me place my opinions, so that returning to reviews after time has flattened my thoughts into 'eh' or 'good' or 'horrible!!!!!!!!' helps me round them out again, give reasons for that feeling. all this to say, i see the point of writing stuff down now.
i want this to be casual, because writing is so tricky and time consuming, often, for me. but i also want it to be criticially engaged. the reason for starting today is that danielle (shrimpchipsss... i don't know how to embed names...
shrimpchipsss ok nvm i learnt, i'm getting the hang of it) was linking me to some really interesting posts about fandom and how it shifts over place, and none of them were very long but all of them made me go 'oh!'. and partly i figured it would be nice to see those posts, and posts from my friends who are articulate and smart and i like to hear from, without having to rely on other people to deliver them to me. but also, i have thoughts all by myself that make me go 'oh!', and normally they just stay sat until they flake away and i don't remember anymore. hopefully, this will be a place to put them. will try not to limit subject matter, so will probably be a mix of odd fandom thoughts (fandom thoughts post-fandom) and reviews that i don't want to articulate on accounts where irl people follow me, and also i guess reflections on my own engagement with media and art.life is busy and although i generally try very hard to do what i say, sometimes i can't. so no guarantees. but i made the account, and the first post, and have defined the scope of this thing. that seems like all the help i can give my future self at this point. time will tell if i'm right. sorry to myself if i'm not - i'm sure you'll be looking back on this either way.
oh, and two things occurred to me while i was writing this, for me to check up on. can i bookmark other people's posts? how do tags work? i'm going to ignore them for now.
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